Boyfriend Number two and freestyles

Boyfriend number two freestyle

You call him boyfriend number two/ ok lets see if he will do half of what I do/ I’m busy trying to make a multi million deals being a tycoon / you want to do lunch at blackbird a little after noon /I reply I can’t and you doubt the romance feeling melancholy when you call and no pick up . Should brush the small things in life you were blessed now because of not thinking it through you’ll end up with less. it was a hiccup now you’re letting lames buy you A drink when I buy out the bars Is that a good look ? You sleeping with the pool guy almost like you plagiarized a erotica book a trashy novel thought I had a class act you should go work in brothel . Trying to reconcile the fact that I caught you, you’ll in denial I have no respect for a person so dimwitted and vile . Pleading we can attend counseling /a therapist is my wallet’s rapist / besides the fact we are not married the burden of this relationship I carried giving you whatever you liked like T.I couldn’t handle the fact I was into my B.I I’m ending it tonight I need a girl who has her mind right after its over I’m not suggesting we should because it could improbable if not outright impossible being friends you’re most certainly no where close to being jen Aniston work out maybe you’re switch teams like Jackie Warner its cool I’ll strive to the next warren buffet . Irony ya got to love it She is a bust I don’t trust so really what is there to discuss , dissolving this episode of the hills is a must. You traded 80 for 20 now live with your love for lust




Freestyles


Since you have been gone/I’m like a bird without a song / I’m a saint doing wrong/ I’m jay with silent bob no weed just staring at a giant bong/until the day you return heartbreak hotel is the place I’ll stay/ when you were here the sky never failed to be such a beautiful blue/ Now without you all is see is a dismal Gray/ I can’t see my life any other way/ during our profound conversations I knew exactly what to say/ Now I feel like a young jeezy intro everything is AYE/ in the real world it is may but what I’m seeing is 6 months later in December/ I might have dated a couple of girls but I remember you, the type of girl I would take home to my mom and say we have a new family member/ our future looked bright not wits lights out like the “city of ember “



I need to express this sentiment It baffles me how its not already evident/ you have no rivals when you’re not around my minds like aim on idle/center of my world is your title/ you’re the sears tower view in comparison the masses are Cabrini green/ c’mon back I’ll pour the champagne and play the al green/now our status is ex you’ve moved on to the next/ my emotional color is incredible hulk green cause I’m mad with envy. Damn how could I let you go I always heard the worst thing is stupidity. I’m alone because of my mistakes I don’t deserve pity self imposed isolation like Howard Hughes / I feel like forgetting Sarah Marshall its not your fault I should have seen the clues / call me muddy waters this drama has been singing the blues / I use to make hits like Motown but without you I’m Detroit only train sounds

Classic beauty saw me in her heart started beating beeping/ with the intensity you were peeping I should call you tom/ instead I think I’ll call my mom and tell her I found the one/ tonight you and I can get something baking cause you’re sweet like a honey bun/started with a candle lit dinner stars the waiters croon as we stare at the moon/ omelets in bed being woken by the sun/ it’s the day but when I look into your eyes I just see stars/ this relationship can go far/I’m on cloud 9 trying to get on the level of my angel/ she’s not a groupie nor a gold digger/ never expected her she did a 360 coming from a different angle destroying all the romantic strife I end up full circle with the love of my life


We’re just starting it’s extravagant I don’t see us parting in the near future/ get a smile every time I intimate Luther/ this fling is so far so good like drake/ forget the Ibuprofen I’ll take away your headache/ I’ll dispense the karma sutra/ the goal is to make it go down in the bed like J. holiday/ Make the bed the world/ it shakes similar to California specifically L.A earthquake/ this is on the agenda for the 1st date/ A dime in your position shouldn’t waste a second with a dude that hits in haste/ I’ll wax on wax off like mr.miyagi just promise you’ll stay on time like an exec/ not late like a bum/ I’ll go speechless like a mime /my silver tongue will go numb if you tell me your clock is off I’ll black out so please be a lady and not Jump off

looking at the man in the mirror

Damn blogspot .A good friend of mine, named Natalie just called me self righteous. Normally I don't care what people say about me but if you're in my core group of friends I do. Natalie is probably one of my closest girl friends. I don't think I'm a cocky person but that statement could be supercillious as well. My honest opinion of myself, I think I'm a nice guy not the smartest,for sure not most atheletic. certainly not the most taletned. I really don't think I can control anything other than my actions and my personality. I asked her to describe me as a person. she's been typing for like 10 mins now without a word so I'm sure its going to be intense. If I have her permission I will post the convo along.I'm not even going to argue the characteristics I don't agree with because its through her eyes so she can't be wrong. if that makes any sense.it's the personality I've shown her through our conversations and actions. once again DAMN.I'm not going to lie , I agree with 95 percent of what she said,the more negative aspects as well.


You're a nice guy. Nicer than most. And because of that people take advantage of you. You're not like the people you want to be friends with, or who you claim to be friends with. I think they use you because you throw parties but they never do anything for you in return and you let them walk all over you a lot of the time because you don't want to lose them as friends. Not because they are exceptional friends but because they're fun and they have fun. They have connections with girls, or alcohol or whatever and you don't want to lose them because you'll lose that/.And you're also scared that you won't be anybody if you don't have them behind you, that you'll be a loser or whatever.
I also think that you are very smart and have good ideas but not the life experiences to back them up


I feel like you want to be saavy with girls and you want to be blunt with people and you want to be a lot of things. You want them so much that maybe you think you are them but, I don't think you are.

You tell me about all these girls that like you but I haven't seen any evidence and all I have is my friends observations of you. And I don't think you're blunt because all you've ever given me is compliments and never pointed out my flaws. And if we get in arguments I know I'll be pissed but then you're too quick to conform to my opinions. I mean I know I won't shut up until you agree with me, but still.

Back to the smart thing - you are smart but your thoughts are blocked by ignorance of girls of life or whatever

I also feel like sometimes you compliment yourself because you want people to recognize how special you think you are, but when you do that you just sound like your bragging and even if what you say is true, people don’t put credit in the words.

I think you suffer from a lot of insecurities

But on a more positive note, you’re a really nice guy. A little dorky and insecure, but a nice guy. You’re a good friend even though your friends don’t deserve it. And I think you’ve let people treat you badly for so long that you may start thinking that yourself, but you shouldn’t. Because you’re a wonderful person, who deserves to be surrounded by wonderful people.

But the fact of the matter is that you’re not. Or at least the ones I know are not. Or at least not the kind of wonderful that meshes well with your kind of wonderful.

thats it

11:27amPete
i haven't read all of it but i appreciate it

11:29amPete
I agree with that 95 %

11:29amNatalie
okay

11:29amPete
thanks

11:29amNatalie
your welcome

11:31amPete
I never conform to your opinions you make valid points

11:31amNatalie
well thats good to know

11:32amPete
so when i say something im agreing with how you got to that conclusion and why you belive that

11:32amNatalie
i just thought you were humoring me to shut me up

i can be quite annoying

11:32amPete
i've never thought of you as annyoing

i like your opinions

i might not always agree but i like discussing various ideas with you

11:33amNatalie
good

by the way, i dont want this same thing done for me

ive had enough of this from sleepovers

with girls it never ends well

11:34amPete
i wouldn't do it unless you ask

11:34amNatalie
good cause im not asking =]

11:35amPete
one thing about me natlie is i can respect people if i can understand them

ik why some people turn to crime

i dont agree but i grasp their mindset

11:36amNatalie
gotcha

well i have to go up to bed

if you want to continue this conversation just text me

11:36amPete
alright check my blog tomorrow

im posting everything you said

11:37amNatalie
kay

11:39amNatalie is offline.

Me playing Ebert

I went to a 10:20 showing of "he's just not that into you” today. I was very entertained. I give it four stars. My system of movie review is based on five stars rather than the traditional four star system “He’s just not that into you" receives four stares because it’s just not Oscar worthy. It is one of the most realistic romantic comedies I have ever seen though. I love movies where you actually pick up lessons that you can implement in your own life. I know some might or have regarded this movie as a chick flick but No it’s a "life flick" (throughout these blogs I'll coin phrases ha). Both men and women can learn a pointer or two. I mean love isn't easy because if it was everyone one would be in it, stay in it, and not afraid to get it in. I actually really anticipated this movie. I wouldn't change a thing about it the movie. Men can learn to actually not be players and in some cases not put yourself in a relationship that's not heading anywhere Relationships are meant to be balanced. Never put more into than you will get out. The character of Connor Barry is the perfect example of a guy being led on by Anna played by Scarlett Johansson .Connor wants to turn a “friends with benefits” situation, into a relationship. Not always a good idea. The movie gives examples i.e. she's not that into you. Although girls usually give mixed signals rather than negative or no signals typically the method used by guys. She would call him, come over to his house, kiss him and let him give her messages. Anna blows off a call from Connor to flirt with another guy. A guy she has a quick fling with during the movie while remaining to play Connor hot and cold because she won’t have sex with him .I think the last example speaks volumes about female signals. If a girl really likes you, she will do things for you. If she's just letting you do things for her, it is probably a sign she's just wasting time with you until something better comes along. The reason women, even gorgeous women do things in the early phrases of a romance for the guy is to prove they are worthy of the guy. Traditionally women have lower self esteem than men in large part due to sexism. Don’t quote me but I saw a statistic stating only 14 % of women do not think highly of themselves. You can see that in mostly all the female characters to some degree. Low self esteem is incredibly dominant in the character of gigi played by Ginifer Goodwin. Gigi is a cutie yet she will do anything to please guy even guys they treat her poorly. She’s very overzealous; she even attempts to stalk Connor in one part of the movie (they went on one mediocre date). After her stalking attempt fails she runs into his best friend Alex, he gives her advice after she admits her reasons for coming into the nightclub he manages. He is very blunt to the point of insensitivity. Alex has said the same lines to girls that Gigi hears from guys. I have been in the same position as Alex. Although those who ask for advice are not always ready to accept it. I can lead you the well but I can’t force you to drink. You ask me my honest opinion I’ll give it to you, do with it what you want. I think what I respect most about the movie is the ending. It is not the typical happy ending. Some characters end up happy while others ended up lonely for the time being but have the potential to find happiness later on in life.

Love me or hate Me

Not everyone in life will like you, that's obvious. I just don't understand how people can form negative opinions about others from gossip. everyone gossip you might not label it that but at its core is it exactly that. Here is the thing about rumors they are NOT FACTS. people lie now just because you lie doesn't make you a liar. Lying on a fairly continous basis makes one Liar in my mind. I can honestly say I hardly ever lie I have and I will again most likey but its not a habit. my advive get to know people hell maybe you will like them.... or maybe not but atleast you assesed them independently